~* last work day of the year...

A thought came to my head whilst driving to work this morning. Looked at roommate and went, gosh...this will be the last time the roads are almost empty, and our 15 minutes drive to work will end soon. The kids will be back in school next week and their parents will once again cram up the roads to drive their sorry little arses to school every morning. Dang.

Still got the sleeping bug today. Slept at about 7pm yersterday. Too damn lethargic, and don't even know why but still feeling the lethargy today. The perils of femaledom. Dang. Good thing lunch starts early today, at least get out of this boredroom for a couple of hours... a fag or 2 would be sweet right now.

I am a mental masochist. When I am feeling blue I'll listen to Damien Rice, or any similarly melancholic, depressing music to rub it in somemore, till I'm inches from jumping off the building. In any situation, I would think of the worst things that could or would happen. None of those optimistic b.s. for me. If you ask me for advice, I've give you realistic, if not morbid, crappy truth. I suck at being optimistic. My head is filled with random thoughts popping in and out every few seconds or so, as you can clearly see from the non sequence of each paragraphs...But right now, all thoughts seem to have deluded me. Feels kind of blank beneath the cranium at the moment... see if a little bleak reckin beat does me good... :D it did me good!

Oooweee lunch... wonder where is The Step taking us for lunch today. This sweetie just got me a really cute toothbrush holder...dunno what she's hinting at :p but damn cute stuff, damn cute packaging too.... Thank u Step!