~*long HiYaTooos.....

Only the 3rd mesg since I started this lil site. Guess I am not good in putting my thoughts down….moving on....
I do read others' blogs once in a while, and these people who actively updates their blogs never ceases to amaze me. Where do you guys find so much stuff to write about? Me, unless I am comfy with u, I m like a mouse...wallflower or whatchamacallit...I am the type who would rather blend in t the wall at social events, u know. However, that said, u probably won't notice this Real me, if you ever saw me though. Everyone around me thinks I m this girl, with lotsa things to say, bubbly, vivacious... bla bla... How wrong are the first impressions people form on me. I even have this comment saying that i must be the most naive n innocent thing among my frens...little does he know... so very little does he know.

Anyways.... it’s end of the year again, what has the year brought me? What have I achieved? What have I learnt? Let's see...Had a major heartbreak, and a couple of minor ones. Lost my phone and all my connections to him...I knew I had to move on already but I can never bring myself to delete those 4 little words that he asked me years ago. Nature's way of telling me to get over it already I guess. Rediscovering friendships, family and shifting of the social scene online (not exactly fulfilling, and definitely overrated). Work wise things are fine and rather dandy, but my love life was just too insignificant to take into account for this year. Overall, I would say...tis' been very forgettable year. Next year would be a better year at work (hopefully) and definitely a much exciting one for travels thanks to Air Asia for the 2 vacations we’ve booked at the spur of the moment :D one of which with such ridiculous schedule that we may have to do a Terminal act on the last night of our 2^nd vacation. Ooh, also, god willing, some beach frolicking for my birthday in Perhentian courtesy of RedFm … And yes, dating will still suck and probably close to nonexistent, unless I am willing to wait for a little someone in the NYC…just a thought. However, thanks to my bestmate/roomie, I don’t really feel the need to have a boyfriend or be in any relationships, u know. Now if only Mr Daddy can deal with this little fact, and stop asking me to get a boyfriend. I told him the other day I would jump into the lil drain outside the house if he asks me to get a boyfriend, one more time! He said jump. Damn.

Waiting to go home, karaoke tonight… no not at home, at some dark, cold… karaoke joint in Bangsar. …freakin toothache hurting real badly…