~*the sky is fallin...

Woke up in one of those state of mind again. Heart felt weighed down by a dark, heavy blanket. Eyes puffy, red and tears almost welling up. Definately, a bit more drama than usual. Feeding myself with melancholic shit on the stereo. Doesn't help make me feel better one bit. That's me. When in pain, rub salt. Rub it in more. Good thing the house is empty. I swear I'll scream if any one of the parents starts getting on my case. I can't wait to go back to my own little abode. I know I shouldnt go back yet though, before roomie is back. I don't think being all alone for the next few days will do the depression any good. I am depressed and masochistic, not exactly suicidal yet, though. I am glad the stupid brain is functioning again It's the heart that's fucked up now. Easy come easy go...show me how.