~* I am better....promise...i think.

Back at work. Not so thrilled. Busy like hell. Consolation...1.5 more freaking hours, and i'll go for a lil indulgence time. A lil sauna thingy, a lil detox thingy. Then back home to watch the Models thingy...nice. I am feeling better now. I think. I realise the trick to it was to be in denial...and to block any worrying thoughts that comes your way. I dunno if that's a good thing, but so far the strategy seems to be working quite fine i must say. I am also not sure isit somewhat influence by the "meditation" i've been sort of doing before bed, giving thanks for every imaginable things even the real dumb ones...but ah well...

One positive thingy, my hair is now streaked. It looks a dirty blond-ish. I really like the color. i think it's hella cool. It's amazing how, a little highlight gives such dramatic effect...brings out my natural color too. At least somehting to be happy about. now, I am now a bonafide bimbo! doh.

I m really bored. It's not very nice getting back to work after a week of waking up thinking "What shall i do for fun today...". It's real torture